Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Hi all, Finally the first blog post of 2009. This year is a year of breakthru. Many thing happen. Thank God for sustaining me and still bringing me thru it. Need time to get it over and be alright.
This year is a great milestone for me as i officially turn 21 years old! Where new step of road face to adulthood having more freedom and into the working world of adults. This year also be a year when i enter army a new phase of my life. I pray that i will survive in army and continue to lean on God's word and spend time reading his word still. Also not to be influence in army and my aim is to go OCS hopefully can get it. =)
From the bottom of my heart. I want to thank all of you for your well wishes and making time for my 21st birthday party. Also not forgetting all the surprise and yr gifts. YOU ALL have been a BLESSING to ME!. Thanks. I am so glad to know all of you and every single of you have touch and change my life somehow or either. Press on as we continue this year and always hold your anchor. SURE AND STEADFAST. Press on.. God bless all of you.. Keep in touch and update even when i have to go serve the nation. Thank you all.
Monday, November 10, 2008
Hi all,
It has been so long since i updated my blog. Year 3 is really tiring and stressful however thank God for sustaining me and giving me the strength. Still able to cope.
Also let us all hold up the shield of faith for each other and uplift each other in prayer. Many things are going on. Many changes for me too. I really am super stress up by it and i am deciding what should i do. how to control the emotions and feeling and how should i go on. What should i do. So long in the youth. Have been there since it started and yet. hai. is like i got extra long term of learning will someone new comes in then i have to retrain again together. so my training is like 2 years already. wah. Sigh
Saturday, August 09, 2008
I would just like to share something with everyone today. Today is National Day. Thank the lord for the peace and stability in the country.
I would just like to share with u ppl before i sleep.
this is what i read and my little sharing. I pray that i will encourage you and transform all.
The title. Peace and Joy
Romans 5 : 1-12
That We are being Justified by faith and that we have the peace in God
It is by God that we are able to gain access into his this grace that we all now have that God have given to us.
God say in his word that it is not by works we enter but by his grace that we can enter into his kingdom.
-- That this grace is sufficient for us.
-- There is no boundary if his love and grace for us
When we go through Hardship in life, no matter how tough the going and how we feel.
At times when u feel like giving up always remember that these suffering and hardship we go through produces perseverance in us and strengthen us and build a character of hope that we have in God that this Hope does not disappoint cause God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit.
That Our Lord Jesus christ is our refuge that he is always there for you and He said " My child i have never forsaken you nor I have leave you"
So always remember that God Loves you and that we are justified by his blood. We have receive full reconciliation with Christ that we are save through Jesus Life. So let us press on and have the peace and Joy of the Lord
Amen.
God bless you all and have a good rest.
Sunday, August 03, 2008
Hi everyone, Just some updates before i share with u all something. Have been busy and out most of the time. Thank God for sustaining me and also pray that i will have strength to do the things i need to do for ministry and the responsibilities entrusted to me. My attachment is coming to an end on 16th aug. will be looking for part time. perhaps be internship in church. will have 2 months break. Thank God for my results for my attachment from my supervisor. praise God. That he give me good grades. need more strength.
This is my little sharing with u all:
Are We growing up or Growing Old?
This is my little sharing with u all:
Are We growing up or Growing Old?
The difference between growing old and growing up is that when we grow old in our physical age but our maturity and our inner self did not grow up so we are still young mentally. So we have to grow up in maturity with God's word that we are to be transform. the transformation of the word. we have to grow up. When we grow up means more responsibility and we are responsible for our own life.
Maturity Does Not Come With Age But it Comes Down To Acceptance Of RESPONSIBILITY.
What are the things we have control over?
We may influence people and want them to turn to christ but is not within our full control.
A teacher might use all ways and means to ask the child to study and hand his work but they do not have the full control over the student.
what you have FULL control is YOURSELF.
- Therefore what you have control over for is what you are responsible for.
WE ARE RESPONSIBLE TO PEOPLE BUT NOT FOR PPL. Ezk 23 ( principle of the watchman)
WE HAVE TO BE RESPONSIBLE TO OURSELF FIRST !
Cause we got FULL CONTROL OF OURSELF!
We have to lead ourself first.
Leading our emotions. we has full control over how we want to feel and how we want to react. That goes the same for our emotions.
Leadership of our own Will is a result of our decision.
Romans 14:12 - Personal account
- Personal responsibility
We too have to help others to catch on the vision that they may grow and lead their own life as the grow up
Next Point:
Take hold of your thoughts if not it will be a stronghold in your life.
analogy: that u picture many ppl walking in circle. Each person represent a thought in your mind and the are going in circles in your mind. a thought in yr mind say u are failure if you do not take out that thought u will always think that u are failure. Yes we all fail at time but we are not a failure. That is part of growing so if we do not take out all this thoughts it will be a stronghold in our life.
Emotion is our indicator
- We must not be rule by our emotions
JOY - IS A CHOICE!
HAPPINESS - IS WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU
Lead our own physical body.
FINAL POINT: Begin taking responsibility of YOUR LIFE to GROW UP.
So lets run this race with each Other. GOD BLESS YOU ALL
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
just some updates. =)
Now currently at work and not much to do so i decide to blog abit.
Work has been tring for the past months. he working life is tring. I thank God for giving me the strength with so many things to do. after wok i still have to go out so is like the whole day out almost everyday and have enough enegry for next day work. Without God's strengh i confrim lie flate down already. many things happened. is like spiritual warfare. people getting affect. for nothing u got to see pll attitude.
now that i had work while others got holiday i can't go out ith them when hey arrrange something. wat to do. go out myself lor. watch with myself lor. then ppl take for granted,it no problem lending u.but what u said pls carry out what u have promise. running this race of heights and depths.
next week is worship camp. looking forward a time to worship and praise God. that God be enthrone on on praise and in our lives.
Now currently at work and not much to do so i decide to blog abit.
Work has been tring for the past months. he working life is tring. I thank God for giving me the strength with so many things to do. after wok i still have to go out so is like the whole day out almost everyday and have enough enegry for next day work. Without God's strengh i confrim lie flate down already. many things happened. is like spiritual warfare. people getting affect. for nothing u got to see pll attitude.
now that i had work while others got holiday i can't go out ith them when hey arrrange something. wat to do. go out myself lor. watch with myself lor. then ppl take for granted,it no problem lending u.but what u said pls carry out what u have promise. running this race of heights and depths.
next week is worship camp. looking forward a time to worship and praise God. that God be enthrone on on praise and in our lives.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
i just need to rant here. i never feel so insulted and untrust. It is super hurtful. U think i want it to happen.. how can i control the other party not to hit. is not like i HIT!!!! and is not my fault. who cause we to change.. who cause me to with unclear instruction!!!! and yet that fellow can laugh and say when i want to borrow say crazy.. is my fault meh. u think i want it to happen. Then dun want to lend cause dun trust me.. is not like i hit it.. i can't control circumstances right!!!!!!!!! i already had to give out so much for it!! it cause me everything yet what i get.. i suffer not u all... who get it.. IS ME!! NOT YOU!! u will never feel the way i felt.. i felt crush and crumble yet.. u tell me.. is have to depend on myself already have ppl and friend that can say that really hurts me deep inside.. say things that are untrue? Gossip.. ? What secrets u know.. u know nothing dun anyhow say..!!
I give out everything for all of you yet. i dun expect anything. cause is better to bless other yet.. u think i rock no feeling isit.. think of others feelings when u do something.. why must snatch everything..
I give out everything for all of you yet. i dun expect anything. cause is better to bless other yet.. u think i rock no feeling isit.. think of others feelings when u do something.. why must snatch everything..
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Hi all, Yup sorry it has been a long time since i update. i will try to update as much as possible. hope at least got ppl read.
Lets start something on a happy note. Now currently i am having my attachment at chartered semicon industry. thank God for sustaining me. everyday work till 5.18pm but sometimes later. today work wasn't that back. actually quiet worried how well or not my supervisor will grade me on my first assessment. Today i did not go BSF cause i am sick still. though i sick i still had to go work. having flu and cough.
So many things have happen. hold the shield of faith is very hard. and i want to state that yes God is the most important and that i have not put man above God. Ppl are important to me especially those that have an importance in my life. so stop snatching it away from me. So many things happen. why all must fall on me.. very heavy to move. trying my best to with God's help to move on. sad.. issues.. so many things is not easy at all and with the added problem. ppl i care all for u all.. Stay strong ok. Always keep the relationship and to build up relationship. not to tear each other down. but build one another up. ppl got to be sensitive u know to others too.
Amy ask me if i celebrating my 21st birthday next year. i wonder what will my 21st birthday be? an unforgettable one with good memories or now with.. i am scared.
Lets start something on a happy note. Now currently i am having my attachment at chartered semicon industry. thank God for sustaining me. everyday work till 5.18pm but sometimes later. today work wasn't that back. actually quiet worried how well or not my supervisor will grade me on my first assessment. Today i did not go BSF cause i am sick still. though i sick i still had to go work. having flu and cough.
So many things have happen. hold the shield of faith is very hard. and i want to state that yes God is the most important and that i have not put man above God. Ppl are important to me especially those that have an importance in my life. so stop snatching it away from me. So many things happen. why all must fall on me.. very heavy to move. trying my best to with God's help to move on. sad.. issues.. so many things is not easy at all and with the added problem. ppl i care all for u all.. Stay strong ok. Always keep the relationship and to build up relationship. not to tear each other down. but build one another up. ppl got to be sensitive u know to others too.
Amy ask me if i celebrating my 21st birthday next year. i wonder what will my 21st birthday be? an unforgettable one with good memories or now with.. i am scared.